The finest of angels harkened gold upon the earth in twilight's starry skies.
Now, it is true that I have had bad experiences with men. But, for the most part, I consider men to be wonderful creatures, fun to watch!
The most positive attribute I can assign to men, is their anatomy. The ol' male body, what a delight. It changes, you know, that is the fun part. I will not go into great detail about this, but that is the fun part, of course.
I like male traits. I like territorial and protective behavior, it's the best. Simple wonderful to feel safe and protected by a man. How silly I believe some woman are who misread a man's protective nature. But, it has to be from a man which can be trusted.
In general, I have found most men to be honorable. It's pretty rare, actually, that a man does not do the honorable thing in the end. Oh, sure, they struggle and fight it. But, they really want to be a hero and will strive to be one. They will even lie or boost about themselves to a woman, especially when you first meet them. They put up this big false front to attract a woman. And what do they do? They describe themselves as they want to be seen by a woman, of course.
Now, I can not say that most men are strong. Physically strong, yes, but emotionally strong, no. Most men are just at odds about their feelings and really haven't a clue how to express them other then physically. They don't have words real handy, poor lugs. Not all men, mind you. Their are the sweet talkers, and I like them for their practice. But, those quiet ones... they struggle.
I like the way men are most fix it then woman. They are always thinking about how to fix it. They want to get to the point right now, solve that problem. They don't want details, no wasting time now. Have a problem? Well, fix it. And that is a nice feature of men, the no fuss about them.
They are more direct, and that is certainly what I prefer. I am too direct, scares people off. I scares men off too, but they come back after the shock wears off. But, it's important as a woman to always keep them guessing.
So, I prefer men friends to woman friends. I get along much better with men, then I do with woman. The truth is that woman seem weak, and sniveling to me. Which bugs the heck out of me, I have no tolerance or patiences with that! I don't make a very good nurse, that is for sure. I would slap the patient for whining.
I have a lot of men friends. I write about them, make fun of them, vent when they frustrating me, whatever. But, all of them of which I write, they are loveable creatures. Otherwise, why would I notice them at all?
So, if you see yourselves in my diary, consider that. For the moment you gained my attention, and I watched and analyzed your moment cuz your cute. I am not a male basher, I am a man lover. Love to watch you!!
Men propose. They propose their plan to me. They tell me what they want. Men tell me what they want. That is called, "A proposal."
Marriage is a contract. Contracts are proposed.
Some guys propose things like, "hey, let's have one time sex." Others say, "will you be my girlfriend?"
Then, there's the ones that say, "will you marry me". They follow those rules.
But, they all "propose" something.
If they don't propose something, then nothing happens, we just walk away and never know if we will see each other again.
And ever damn time you do that to me, it's hurt. So, you just walk away again, turn me down, reject me. It's like the 28th, 30th time now. I forget how many, I could count it up, but I don't want to read my own diary and count it up.
Yeah, I've had this diary for that long, over fourteen years of this kind of writing. The hyperactive mind always at work.
How exciting. Not. Well, MTO I'm convinced that I scare the crap out of you and that's your problem. afraid of love.
Oh well. I sit in my red nighty writing in my diary about it again. I don't think there is any more news.
And that's the diary update, I guess.
Copyright 2012 Peggy Penny
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7:01 p.m. - 2012-10-25