How do I cope
when there is no faith
in things everlasting
in things that bring hope
Still I look everyday
still I pray
I go on
when the worst thing
I have ever done
is to love someone back
Yet, I "have to" make difficult decisions like these ones. This is not my first choice, but I must put myself first or I will not be able to help anyone else ever.
Non intentional
or
Intentional
Does it matter which one?
I am being hurt by other people
who do not "want" to understand
or "do not" understand
or "whatever" "for whatever reason"
Other People Are Hurting Me.
I am not going to allow other people to hurt me anymore.
I do not care about their feelings, because they are hurting MY FEELINGS.
I am FIRST.
I will not put others First any longer.
My feeling of eye site, ears when hearing, hurting my skin, my sense of smell,
my sense of taste and in all the ways a person can be hurt, other people are hurting me. I will not put others First, I will put myself and my feelings First.
If others think it's funny, that I insist they stop dismissing me and my feelings,
then they are not be included in my life.
The End
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