Okay, I have been focusing on some metaphysics tricks. I have used a lot of dreams for songs, and have explored a lot of metaphysics in the past out of curiosity.
I meditate daily and start my work out with a cleanse, which usually brings me to a clearing where I can open to hearing a new song.
Last night, I delirious slumber that I was on stage singing and the song had some spicy lyrics that was making the audience go crazy and cheer. I was having fun until I looked and saw (edit delete) on stage with me singing.
(edit delete) is someone I would love to be on stage, but never have been. I have this strange connection with him. He's not a famous person, just a normal guy I know. But, the way I felt when I saw him next to me.
Yes, I think of him and he knows it.
My my delirious slumber lit up, my heart swelled and I was so proud to be on stage with him.
I was absorbing the dream, feeling amazed, when he turned and stood in front of me, back to the crowd. He said to me, "Say the words out loud, Peggy." He put his arms around me and started kissing me, the crowd cheering. Again he kept saying, "Say the words out loud, Peggy." And I was afraid to say anything. I tried to wake up but he held me together with him.
He rolled us together into a light and to another place. I realized he had grown stronger because of my step. I was unsure I should have taught him.
We were standing on a flat stone. He told me to look down at my feet to see that he is standing there with me.
I looked and could see our feet together. Then he said,
"This is our first step.
delirious slumber ?
Ha ha, I don't know what else to call it.
A Trance.
I put myself into a trace.
To write songs.
Yes, there is your big secret.
You and I have taken the first step together. Your step."
My step was being friends for three months. The step was for him to live in a house I had bought so that I wouldn't be alone. Fixing the house meant having plumbers and handy men which would put me alone in the house with men I don't know.
We were living together cleaning up a house that I had bought. I was paying him to stay there temporarily to help me. But, now I could feel that he wanted more. I could feel that he had grown stronger and that now he is stronger than I am. He is a man.
"Now, feel the top of your head, feel a small marble on your head rolling down the back of your head and neck balance it until it drops click clack." The marble rolls down out and off my behind and rolls away.
"It is time for me to take the next step with you." "My step."
"Yes" I agreed. We have been successful with the first step and now it's the past we can look back. We know we have been successful together. It is your turn now to make the step, to lead me, to make the step the way you want us to be."
And he told me he wanted to think about how he wants us to be. That he is going to tell me in the morning when we wake up from this dream.
I realized that I had given him the strength and the opportunity to make his step anything he wanted,
and that he knew that I would honor it.
I set in stone, in other words.I felt happy of what he would say and I was rolling around in bed not wanting to wake up.
It was too fun, so laughable, how could I not love such a boy kitty, such a playful skillful pounce.Then, I woke up. Alone of course.
Oh, by the way. He has already set in stone the step.He does not know it yet.
ha ha
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