I meditated to speak to my future self.
I then had my future self talk to Z to see what she had to say.
Z told me, "I am your 'real' grand daughter."
I shared my heart break of losing my (edit delete)
and how I fear that I ultimately loss my (edit deletes).
My future self told me they are (2 edit deletes).
I now know that they are not lost.
They are with me now. Z and M
Thank you Z.
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